Here We Grow Again

Sawyer's Brother Song

2009-12-02T23:08:00.003-06:00

Every once in awhile Sawyer decides he has had it with being the only boy around here. Alot of the time he claims he enjoys his role. But lately he has been on a kick of wanting a brother. I should get it on video, but here are a few of the lyrics from his "song". And no, we are not adding a boy anytime soon. I would consider a BOY dog before a boy boy. ;-) For the record, we HAVE considered getting ANOTHER dog, but then our common sense did kick in (which is rare actually, that we use common sense!) and we decided now might not be the best time for a puppy either.

"I am only 9 years old

nah nah nah nah

And I am tortured from my head to my toes

nah nah nah nah

I have ONE

nah nah

TWO

nah nah

THREE

nah nah

FOUR sisters

and it is not fair, I need a brotherrrrrrrrrrrr"

There was more to it, maybe I can get him to re-sing for a video! This boy of mine is pretty hilarious.

** I did add a few Sage posts under this one.

My baby turns 4!

2009-12-02T22:14:00.003-06:00

Such an odd thing when suddenly you realize you can leave the house with out a diaper bag, or sippie cups, and that you don't have to have to worry if there will be booster chairs available. This is the first time in 12 years that I have not had a baby or waiting for a baby. VERY strange to be honest. But for now, I LIKE IT! ;-)

However, to be honest, when I really think that my BABY, our Sage is 4, it does make me sad. I tell her all the time she has to stop growing. And sometimes she says ok, she wants to stay my baby. Other times she tells me to " get on a plane & go to China and get my own baby because she is NOT the baby anymore! "

Some Sage stuff for 4 years old....

she is SMART. To smart that is for sure. You can just see the wheels turning. She can spell her first & last name along with most of our names in the house. She remembers EVERYTHING. (which is not always good for me!) She came home with a paper from school today and I swear I could have mistaken it for Makennas handwriting. Can count high, knows all her letters, recites the books of the bible, and knows the words to just about any song that comes on the radio.
Still has her deep voice. her singing is hilarious it is so low.
Likes school, but is my first child that is getting in trouble in school! She has a listening issue. If Ms Renee tells her to get in line, she might, or she might not. Depends.
VERY athletic. And competitive. Not a good combination I am going to guess. She is determined and will practice her cartwheels forever till it is right. Or kicking a soccer ball. Or riding a bike. I have never seen someone go faster on a scooter that is twice their size than with her!
She is HILARIOUS! i have honestly never met anyone funnier than my daughter. No matter how mad I am at her, (and believe me, she is STILL spicy!) one look at her and I crack up. I don't know what you do with that. She cutesies her way out of everything. Which is so annoying to the other children, but she typically has the same effect on them.
Which leads us back to the not listening issue. She does not listen. EVER. She is in her own little world much of the time. We are working on this. Cute won't get her out of all school trouble I am afraid!
Still has her spicy moments. Often. Tonight as we cleaned her room we uncovered PILES of candy that she had stashed and had been enjoying during "naptime". (chewed up gum in the carpet, suckers stuck to the rugs...) Still forgets (yeah right!) that my furniture is not for drawing on. For whatever reason she still believes that if you are not eating or drinking at your place, she is free to go to your spot and have her fill. She is the child you will find climbing the unclimbable, actually this is a whole post in itself so I will just stop here!

Sage ChenYi Mae. My baby and a true blessing to our family. She is a pure joy and I am still in awe that God picked ME to be her mommy forever. My heart is full as we celebrate 4 years of our gift, my Sage.

Sage party pictures

2009-11-29T22:50:00.003-06:00

A princess Cinderella party for our little princess.

Guard your mouth!

2009-11-29T22:36:00.004-06:00

Psalm 141:3

"Set a guard Oh Lord over my mouth, Keep watch over the door of my lips. "

A few weeks ago our sermon in church was all about controlling our mouth. We ALL have an issue with that in our house, so we were talking about how we need to work on that. I offered the children some sort of bribe if they could go a day with out speaking ugly to each other, or to me. This is what I came in the room and saw. Quite comical and it was a pretty quiet day!

Muffin Tin Monday Catching Up

2009-11-29T22:08:00.003-06:00

I want to be a good blogger, I really really do. I am envious of those who blog on a regular basis. I do still blame it on not having my own computer. Makes it tough. So, here we are trying to catch up on our muffin tins. We have been very dedicated to our muffin tin lunches. The kids have come to expect them that is for sure. However, I have to give the credit to Makenna. I give her the ideas, she runs with them. Actually I typically steal/borrow the ideas off of a website that I need to share, and then she runs with them. Here you go:Halloween: Mummy Dogs, boiled egg Eyeballs, spider crackers, finger cheese sticks, mummy marshmallows, mac & cheese guts.

Foods that are Round

Space Theme: Planet pb & J-popcorn meteors-cheese stars-grape clouds, rocket ship pickle and the candy says it all.

Foods we are thankful for: pb & J taco, hard boiled eggs, mac & cheese, pirate booty, we LOVE that stuff!, chocolate milk!

Thanksgiving! Turkey Sandwich, cornucopia of pirate booty, goldfish for the fish the pilgrims caught, pumpkin muffins, and raisins in a turkey cup.

Thankful

2009-11-25T23:46:00.002-06:00

Hope your day is full of many blessings. I know I am counting ALL of mine today.

Sage turns 4!!

2009-11-21T22:24:00.004-06:00

Her choice of lunch. Dinner was her favorite spaghetti, but she was to sick to eat either. She was very excited that "she got to use a glass plate because that is what big girls use!"

Lip gloss from Makenna was her favorite!

I love that smile, those eyes, such a happy girl!

she is yelling here, we match we match I am stitchy!

So much to say about my baby turning 4, my BABY!!! but wanted to share the pictures while I had a minute. Sage has been really sick, bronchitis, we still had fun. She was very excited about her "Stitchy" cake. She loves Lilo & Stitch and while I tried to convince her that she would like pink cupcakes made by mommy, she insisted on Stitch. Yes, it resembles a bunny rabbit, but not in her eyes. ;-) Will add more soon of her ride in the birthday Saddle at Texas Roadhouse and her Cinderella party.

A Year of Mavery in Pictures

2009-11-18T15:12:00.004-06:00

Mavery turns FOUR!

2009-11-17T23:16:00.005-06:00

On November 1 Mavery turned 4 years old. She had watched her 3 older siblings celebrate birthdays this year, so she was MORE than ready to have her birthday. We opted to do a small family party just for her this time. It is hard to believe that just barely over a year ago we had arrived home with Ms Mavery and then celebrated her 3rd birthday. Here we are, a year later. She has come SO FAR this year. And while we are still working through some things, I want to share with you all the amazing things about Mavery and the changes we have seen.

She is very artistic! When we first came home NOTHING could hold her attention. Now, she LOVES to sit and color, draw, play-do, paint. We do have to remind her PAPER, not walls or skin or TEETH!? I think she is going to follow in Makenna's footsteps and enjoy arts and crafts.

She sits for TV now! ;-) Not alot, but she does enjoy Dora or Diego or Ni Hao Kailyn.

She loves to sing. Taylor Swift is her favorite, and I have heard Love Story more times than I care to. but she likes it.

She just recently learned to spell her name and she is very proud of that!

She is doing well in school. She is eager to report when SHE listens but a certain Chinese sister does not.

She LOVES to give hugs & kisses. She is probably the most cuddly out of all my children. Still happiest if she is in a lap. And when she is in a lap, she is a LITTLE calmer, not quite so wiggly.
She adores Sage, she worships Sage, I am pretty sure she wants to BE Sage. We are working on this. (not her becoming Sage of course, working on not repeating or copying EVERYTHING Sage does) I am thankful for the bond they share. No they are not biological twins, though everyone thinks so. BUT they are sisters and I am not sure they could be closer if they were grown together.
When she sees a picture of our family, the 7 of us, she says "It is all my friends, I love all my friends together!". i am not sure to read this as a good or bad thing.
Would rather dress up than be in clothes. AND if she is in dress up, you may ONLY call her Belle. She will not answer to Mavery, don't even try.
is a good eater. We have had some food issues over this year, but they have improved dramatically. One thing that was suggested to us was to put a small cup of whatever in her room. So we put a bowl in there of just a cracker broke up, a couple of m & m's, whatever is on hand. She no longer wakes up screaming for food. She gets up, eats whatever is in the bowl and then is happy till we get breakfast or dinner. she is still VERY interested in food, and if you take her out to eat, you better hold on to her or she will be walking up to strangers tables asking for a bite! But we know this comes from her past and so we are just working through it. Amazed really at what that little bowl in her room has done for all of us.
She is funny! She likes to tease.
She loves panda bears and hello kitty.
She is a good sleeper. Goes right to sleep (if the bowl has her snack!) and sleeps all night. She is sharing a room with Malaine right now. Also still naps for me, 2 hours every day. That is a good thing!
LOVES to pray. Always chimes in with "I think it is my turn to "pway".
Enjoys meeting new people, but will ask them over and over, "what's you name?" and I do mean Over and over. I think this has to do w/ her silliness!
Her hair! Still not as long as she would like, she wants to have braids really bad. But boy, is it gorgeous! THICK with this wave to it. Who knew asian hair could curl! It is beautiful.

This year has not always been easy. But as we look back over it we are amazed at the changes. God is teaching ALL of us things. Growing us. Leading us. Loving us. Most important, showing us what love really is. Not always easy, not always natural. Sometimes it is a choice.

So as we celebrate a year of Mavery & her 4th birthday I am thankful for choice. That God chose ME to be her mommy. That God chose her as mine. That He allowed us to choose His will over our own.

We love you Mavery. We really really do. Happy Birthday!

Happy Halloween 2009

2009-11-17T22:28:00.003-06:00

Alright so a new computer is not coming anytime soon. And I am getting so far behind it bugs me. Want to catch up before the holidays! Pictures are backwards, but at least they are up.

We had trunk or treat at our church again this year. We did a Disney Princess theme. Since all the girls needed princess costumes for Disney. Sawyer was the knight in shining armor! It is a shame I do not have a picture of my costume, Amy (my cousin) and I dressed up together. Because we are so creative that way. Or goofy, however you want to look at it. ;-)

The little girls had a fun party at school. And we enjoyed a hot dog and smore night while carving pumpkins before halloween. (the little girls painted as you can tell)

God Smiles in Kazahkstan

2009-11-12T22:43:00.004-06:00

Still no new computer, but I did figure out how to do pictures on Marks so I had to share. My friends are in Kazakhstan. Rich & Monte and have held their new daughter for the first time! Isn't she beautiful? Just a tiny little thing, 7 months old. Born on my birthday. ;-) Sounds like it is quite the adventure, go on over and read their journey. Oh how I love adoption and I know that God is smiling as this family meets their new daughter! www.thelockwoodladandlassies.blogspot.com

So Behind

2009-11-02T21:52:00.003-06:00

My computer has died. My only one year old laptop that I love. ;-( Thankfully Mark was able to save all of my pictures and documents. I am using his computer in limited doses. It is set up for the children and so it is a hassle to try to get past all the filters! I can get emails on my phone, but can't get to my address book on there. So, I can only reply. It is annoying. Hopefully soon I will have updates on:

halloween
Maverys birthday!
A couple of muffin tin mondays
spicy girl strikes again!!
friends leaving to meet their new daughter in Kaz! (not even going to try to spell check on this computer!)
the big clothes debate & dilema we have going on.

Can you believe we are in November! Wow, time just marches on doesn't it?

Muffin Tin Monday-Orange you glad Halloween is coming!

2009-10-25T22:34:00.003-05:00

I can't seem to get ahead, or even close to caught up! Here was last weeks Muffin Tin. Mac & Cheese, Mandarin Oranges, Carrots with ranch dressing (orange food coloring) Cheese Crackers, oh and a rice krispie treat!

Beach!

2009-10-21T22:31:00.003-05:00

I have still not downloaded all the beach pictures, but here are a few at least to share. Coming back from a 2 week vacation is hard work! Not to mention that we got back and Mark left for out of town AGAIN. We have Judgement House at church and we enjoy working that. And then there are the clothes. If you have multiple children, you know what I am saying. It is a job for sure to switch out summer for winter. Not to mention for some reason I need to teach the children so we are not going to school till August! We are all still trying to get back in the groove. Slowly but surely.

The beach was wonderful! I am so thankful we added that on to Disney. It was a perfect ending. All the kids enjoyed it. Was not sure how Mavery would do but she loved it. She has come so far when it comes to water. She is a little more hesitant than my others (which if you know my others they are all part fish so most people are more hesitant than they are!) but really does like to be in the water now. Ft Walton is a beautiful area. We hope to return. We ate at some fun places. No shopping if you can believe that! We did exactly what we set out to do and that was RELAX.

I will add more pictures just as soon as I find my camera cord. ;-)

Mavery 1 year later!

2009-10-13T23:21:00.002-05:00

I have much I want to say and share as we look back at this year together with Mavery but for now I will just leave this picture. Isn't the change amazing?

Muffin Tin Monday-Pandas & Gotcha!

2009-10-12T22:00:00.003-05:00

For today's Muffin Tin we wanted to do a "Mavery theme". This week we celebrate her gotcha day(can you even believe that & I will do a post for her!) Mavery loves Panda Bears so we tried to do that for her. Had to stretch our creativity a little bit. Alot, you must think outside the box, or tin! ;-) So, here you go. Our PB & J bear with chocolate chip face. Veggie straws for bamboo. Rice, because well, panda bears, china =Rice... the pretzel gold fish are bear claws. The grapes are Panda Poo. Forgive us, I told you we had to think outside the box! And the fortune cookie, it just goes, right??

News From China!!

2009-10-12T09:14:00.001-05:00

Our sweet friends are in China this week and they have their daughter! We are so excited for them. Some really "neat" things. Their daughter Eden Grace is a heart baby. She is also from the same province as Mavery. They are staying at the same hotel we were at ONE YEAR AGO THIS WEEK. I just love that. I also love the fact that Eden walked in and wrapped her arms around her mama when she met her, don't the pictures just melt your heart?? It has been a long and winding road for our friends on this journey to find their daughter. But now there they are, here she is! God has answered their prayers in the ways only He can. If you get a chance, stop by their blog and read the post from Edens daddy, so so sweet. http://www.ourgardenofeden.blogspot.com/ I love watching families formed by His very hand!

Saturday-La Celliar & Packing Up

2009-10-11T23:21:00.004-05:00

Friday night was not a good night for me. I was sick, REALLY sick. I do not know if it was stomach flu, dehydration?, food poisoning? Whatever it was, it was not good. And all night as I was so sick, I kept thinking, I am going to miss La Celliar tomorrow!!! It was the place I could not wait for, the place I was so thankful to snag a reservation for. The Canadian Steak place in Epcot. By morning, I knew I would not be eating steak, but got up to try to at least go along so the rest of the family could enjoy it. Originally we were supposed to check out on Saturday, but then had added an extra night on. We went to the front desk to check and they had checked us out of this room, moving us to another for the night. Uh, No. That is not going to happen with 5 kids, a weeks worth of stuff, and me SICK! They say there is no option, they had a reunion taking over our building. So, we decided we were going to pack up and head to the beach. Thankfully my parents stepped in and helped us and we did manage to pack up and load up, plus get everyone dressed and out the door in under an hour. That has to be a record. We headed over to Epcot for our lunch. Canada is a LONG way from the entrance of Epcot. And it was hot. And I was MISERABLE. Praying the whole way that I would not puke in front of everyone. Yeah, it was bad. Everyone else enjoyed a yummy steak lunch, wahhhh ,followed by some fun desserts. The kids enjoyed our waitress and her moose call. Was a neat place and I hope someday to get back and enjoy a steak there! We had planned to spend the day at Epcot as I had not got to walk the countries, my favorite part. But obviously that was not going to happen. We left after lunch to begin our LONG drive to the beach. In our van that the air had quit working. Not a good way to end Disney for sure. But at least we were heading to the beach and not heading home yet!

Breakfast at the Castle-Friday

2009-10-11T22:10:00.007-05:00

Making our way to breakfast at the castle, we were there before the park opened, it was nice & empty!

Our tiny Sleeping Beauty with stitch.

Sawyer is very excited to eat at the Castle. ;-) His shirt says Back Off, I am Grumpy.

Princess Cinderella all ready for the ball.

We are so excited!

Though if you are a spicy girl who has been off of your schedule for a week, you do not like to wait so you come up with activities that get you in time out. Even a princess in her castle has to visit a corner.

And Princess Belle is about to see that same corner if she does not stop throwing herself on the ground.

Hey, at least they hand out swords to the boys as a bribe for a smile!

Inside the castle

It was royal, lots of little princess everywhere!

Mavery finally gets a smile on her face, she was having a rough morning.

They hand out wands as soon as we sat down. Makes perfect sense with a table full of glasses and 3 year olds.

They announced each princess before she came out, the girls would get SO excited!

As you can see, Mavery was REALLY excited. Now Sage, it is all about the food. And so she would get up for the picture, but she would have a big bite in her mouth! I guess I should be thankful she enjoyed her food at 2 dining credits!

Makennas favorite is Jasmine!

They have a wishing ceremony where the lights start flickering and the princess come around waving their wands and the girls are supposed to make a wish. Very cute. I think Sawyer crawled under the table about this point.

The girls loved the Peter Pan ride and so seeing him & Wendy was a treat!
A ride on the Magic Carpets. (yes we got in with them after we took the picture)

Friday we had an early breakfast at the Castle. Since we were on free dining, we opted to do this. And it was more ME, something I had always wanted to do. It took 2 of our dining credits, and I do not think the boys of our group that it was worth it. I would probably not choose it again, however it is worth it to go once. In my opinion that is. Dining in a castle? FUN! We spent the rest of the day at Magic Kingdom. Had a taste of Dole Whip there finally, YUM!Then the evening we went over to Downtown Disney. Along with the entire city of Orlando. We are convinced that Orlando is NOT feeling a recession AT ALL. This is supposed to be off season, I would sure hate to see peak season!

Animal Kingdom Thursday 10/1

2009-10-11T21:37:00.005-05:00

This was the buffet, very cool!

Today Sage refused to get in the charachter pictures without us.

Mavery is warming up, getting closer!

And closer!

Riding a flying dino, she LOVES to ride!

Seeing double!

Lunchtime brownie. After the Mickey Ice Cream for a snack. We did make her finish her grapes from lunch. ;-)

Watching the parade!

Sage was not to excited about the jungle jeep tour.

Our breakfast at Tusker House was early, 8:15AM! We were met by Donald Duck and then led to our table. This was one of my favorite meals overall as far as the food went. Really yummy, and the way it was set up was not so crowded.

The big kids favorite ride was Mt Everest, such a fun roller coaster! I think we managed to ride that one about 5 times before the day was over. Malaine did ride it. Once. And that was all she cared for. The 3 little girls were very excited about their stuffed yeddis, which makes an appearance on the coaster.

Makenna turns 12!! October 1st

2009-10-11T21:17:00.003-05:00

Trying to get caught up...Not every year you get to have your birthday at Disney World! We spent the day at Animal Kingdom, which if you know Makenna, you know that is appropriate since she loves animals. We started our morning with breakfast at Tusker House with Donald Duck. Her request had been lunch at LaCelliar in Epcot, but beggars can't be choosers and we had to take what we could get! We called it a day early per her choice and spent the evening swimming at the hotel. Take the kids to Disney, they still prefer a pool!! ;-)

TWELVE. Wow. That is kind of hard to swallow. My oldest is now officially just one year away from being a, GASP, teenager! However for now I am thankful that she still enjoys getting dolls for her birthday, is an amazing helpful big sister, and is one of the most creative people I know. Happy 12th birthday Makenna Kaylee, we love you!

Update from the Beach

2009-10-04T22:55:00.002-05:00

Just a quick update, I am not able to use my computer with the pictures on it for some reason here, so those will have to wait till we are home.
We ended up coming to the beach a day early. Saturday we were to have lunch at La Celliar, a steak house in Epcot, the Canada area. One of the MAIN places on my list of places to eat that I could not wait for. Thursday evening we went to Downtown Disney& all day I felt not that great. Well either I had stomach flu or dehydration, and spent the night sick, and miserable. I knew I was not going to be enjoying steak for sure. Saturday morning while I was trying to get the kids ready to go, Mark had to go check on our reservation. We had added Saturday night on late, so they wanted us to check out and back in, no big deal. Till he got down there and they said we had to change rooms. He was furious, but there was nothing they could do. Our whole building was booked for a family reunion. So, we decided we were just leaving for the beach a day early. We packed up our room in less than an hour, which is a miracle if you could had seen our room! Still made the reservations for La Celliar where everyone enjoyed a scrumptious steak dinner. ;-( I did manage a few bites and it was DELICIOUS. I am still bummed about it. Then we drove to the beach, a short SEVEN hours away. With 5 overtired children and me feeling horrible. Fun times I tell you.
But now we are at the beach. Ahhh, I love the beach. Our condo is beautiful. It is called Azure and is on Ft Walton. 4 bedrooms, the pool just steps out the door, the sand just a few more steps, gorgeous view of the ocean, heaven. (though our house on St George makes anything hard to measure up, that was perfect!) Now if only it would stop RAINING. Sigh.. We did get a few hours in today and the kids all loved it. Even the little girls had such a great time! We are looking forward to a few days here to just relax and rest up before we return. Sounds like we have missed fall at home and are moving right into cold. I am betting I am going to regret that I never pulled the kids winter clothes out before I left! Isn't there an outlet mall here in Destin? Maybe I can just stock up here. ;-)

Wednesday-Princess & Friends

2009-09-30T20:55:00.007-05:00

Mark & my dad took the older 2 kids to Universal Studios today, which they LOVED! My mom & I took the 3 little girls to have breakfast with the princess in Norway/Epcot. Sage, has been showing her spicy side so I was a little worried how the day might go. But overall we survived! We found Stitch as soon as we entered the park and Sage was SO excited about that! Along with Daisy Duck, which is one of Malaines favorites. When we walked in we were greeted by Belle. Cinderella, Sleeping Beauty, Snow White and Ariel all came around to our table. My favorite was when Belle left her spot by our table (the picture taking area) and anytime a character leaves I tell the girls it is probably so they can go potty. So Belle comes back to her spot and Mavery yells, "Hey Belle, did you go potty?" Belle had a good giggle over that one. We also got to see Mulan who spent so much time playing with my girls and actually acting excited to have them with her! It was very sweet. My pictures are terrible and hopefully my moms will be better. Also get to have breakfast with the princess again in the castle on Friday!

We met up with friends after that and were so excited to see Jen & Becca, along with Evie and family again. I will have to go back and do a post on them soon, it was a blessing to be together for sure. (Sage's travel group, and 2 of her room mates from China!)

**Some have asked, my mom made all of the girls clothes, she is amazing!

**Weather was AWESOME today, just perfect. Actually cool in the morning and evening. Hope we get this the rest of the week!

Tuesday-Epcot

2009-09-30T20:38:00.004-05:00

Spent the day at Epcot with a ride on the monorail over to Chef Mickey. Trying to get pictures up quickly, so short updates. We are Exhausted! Probably won't update for a few days
hoping for one of Wednesday tonight), to tired and the whole paying for internet thing. ;-)

Monday-Hollywood Studios

2009-09-29T21:05:00.007-05:00

Waiting and waiting on a bus to come get us.

Our own private bus, so nice! ;-)

Dinner was family style skillet, YUMMY!

Makenna enjoying Ribs, one of her favorites.

Trading Pins
We had lots of fun decorating our windows!

Lay Sage down, she is OUT!

So HOT!! It is melting hot.
If you are using Disney Transportation, allow well over an hour to get to where you need to be. And be ready to have some patience, you will need it.
New Toy Story ride is really fun, all the kids loved it. I am not sure it is fun enough to make the fast passes run out, or would I be willing to wait in an hour line for it, but it was good. (I refuse to wait in ANY line over 15 minutes with Mavery and I think whomever created the fast pass should be filthy rich)
Pizza Planet for lunch was a hit with the kids, but not with us.
Malaine rode Tower of Terror and did not like it AT ALL! I love it, my very favorite.
We had dinner at Whispering Canyon Cafe at Fort Wilderness Lodge. We had a hard time figuring out how to get there, which resulted in our own private bus ride.
Thought the food was great, kids loved the stick horse races, the tons of bottles of kethcup on our table (you asked for ketchup everyone starts bringing it over) but took almost 3 hours to eat there. That is a LONG time with littles!

Mavery has us guessing on if she is staying potty trained or not. And that is all I will say about that.
Kids are REALLY into the pin trading. We had never done this before, but after hearing from friends and reading lots about it before we went, I am glad I got them pins before coming. Even Sage & Mavery are having tons of fun with it.
Makenna did most of the window decorating, I need to take more pictures after she added some marker to it. Very fun!
Sawyer bought a little stuffed Stitch and so he is Sage's new favorite sibling because she loves it! We are now trying to find another, since she sneaks it in her bed and sleeps on it so Sawyer can't have it!